one day soon
i will play music so loud
that the gods will shake the earth
just to make me stop
and as the world shakes
i will dance a stuttering waltz
over the temples of these vengeful gods
how does one leave footprints
on water
i can no longer reach you
but i can brush up against the glass
that shall separate your heart
and my actions
nothing but a lie
like the weight of the wind
nothing but a tale
like the time that has been
so lost intime
and as so born into the hands of the wind
that carries me further away from you
and closer to myself
closer to the truth
and closer yet still
to the lies of the wind
i have thrown it all to the wind
as that is all that can move me now
i have become the rock that cannot be moved by love alone
but maybe with time
and a little wind
this rock will roll over
and show a softer side
unslept sheets
to be stained with our love
your hopes
and the never waking passion
of my indifference
hello world
the devil is back
and he is dressed so well
for the fall of your losses
and the taking of your hearts
hello world
i am the devil
dressed so well
you are lost like tea to this boiling water
that is my love
so lost in asking the question of what i am to be doing
instead of answering
everything
everyone
and myself
i broke from a dream and awoke in this the waking life
in waking, i lost the dream
and in dreaming i have lost much of life
awake to life
and waking still
zebrasindenver 