zebrasindenver

pleine lune

pleine coeur

i am pleine of apologies i guess

I like a bartender

that pours saké

like wine

She is the perfect mix

of X

and X

No

She is A-Z

and she is all these things

regardless of me.

You gave me so much

more than i could ever

have taken from you

Liquid

the

kid.

I miss you

having never had a day

Thanksgiving

having never taken.

Im so tired

of watching the leaves turn alone

Im so tired of the 401

Im so tired of this loft

Of wooden legs on wooden stairs

Of cracking bones on creaking stairs

Im so tired of nicotine replacing meals,

of replacing you

of dusty leather seats in the subaru

Im so tired of pretending that we are not in love

Of accepting that

Of knowing where you lay

Im so tired of this day to day

of this time spent growing without you

I am so tired

of being

tired.

They all look at me as they pass,

but you were the only

one that stopped and saw me

the only one

that took the time

to see

that i am actually

weak

e

I just dont get kids

not even kids

i dont get people

fashion is no longer well dressed

music has no soul

and your idols are so apathetic

they cant even kill themselves in style

Her hair alights like fire through my fingertips

Pale hands disappear into the streets backlit curtain

And my heart, is just drowned in her eyes

And my future

is all for her