zebrasindenver

Why use 10, when 1 could hurt just as beautifully.

orange

step softly inside this little masked dream

quebec city with oysters, orange wine

windows rained out and hide the streets

light filters softly, orange light

warm, laptop, cellphone, heart

orange wine, orange light

kamouraska in november

has more than one horizon

all of them fainted

by the same darling mist

 

such a pretty autumn sadness

wrapped inside summers warm memories

1000 greys

if i had a thousand more years

a thousand blank sheets of paper

and a thousand new words

it would not be enough

to describe the thousand beautiful greys

that coat this eastern coast

 

she calls me on the phone from montreal as i roll through the hills of new brunswick

she tells me shes buying a slutty dress for tonight

that makes me proud

shes stopping the drugs

that makes me happy

im driving km upon km

i want to stop

drive home

undress my slut

call her montreal

Grandpa

2009 pops

2013 papa

2016 sir leonard cohen

Im not sure if i love you more because no one else knows

or if its simply because

 

neither do you

Why are you so scared

every single day as i finish work

i look forward to her

i used to look forward to that first drink

but what if

one day she isnt there

but the bars

the bars are always there

And that

is fear

honesty is a hard meal to share

10-10

change my life?

oh I haven’t finished fucking this one up yet.