if in this world i didnt exist
would you still feel the emptiness
that i should have filled
or would you waltz
would you continue
to dance
as you have
since i left
a mountain to tame
amongst a valley
a field
can you look forward to love
when you canot see what lies
before
once again i leave myself broken hearted
once again i believed
once again
i just should be happy
to have existed
in my own shadow
what if i was just born a god of war
all is fair
convenient it seems
distant you are
ill just leave this here
and walk towards
convenience
i am laying on my keybord
you are lying on my text
happy
and there it is
laid out before me
a map with no north
and a heart
without a body
to beat
I just want a life that’s so busy
That I look forward to coming home to you.
On the road to letting go
I found something worth holding onto.
zebrasindenver 