I ain’t got much to write these days
The earth is covered in a pretty yellow carpet
The sky is trying a new grey
The wind is picking up where the sun left off
And you, well you’re still there
A summer wind
In a winters fall
You Erase me
Then you ask me my name
at this point, i require so, so little
but,
you’d be nice.
baby I can’t fix your problems
but I can make them seem irrelevant
I kiss you,
and It feels like every music video
I’ve ever seen
I got blood
and I guess that means I’m living
this sadness used to be like a sunburn
it hurt when others touched me
when I lay down to sleep
but it’s so much deeper now
this sadness has become a cancer
terminal
It’s been such a beautiful experience
forgetting you
without you I’ve tried to breath
without you I’ve tried to drink
and all I can take in is nothing
i miss you, my terror
my angel
i miss having a reason to breath
a reason to drink
i miss you
and all I can compare it to
is like missing life
wash me away
with tears
with dish water
with an hour or so
ill not come back
this opera deserves no encore
ill bleed faintly in the distance
in the alleyways
and in the gutters
of our love
zebrasindenver 