zebrasindenver

Four o’clock and i havent eaten

anything more than tea and beer

I just want to lay down next to you

and call it sustenance

I had never really written about holding love

merely the loss there of

Today is different

having.

I have such terrible insomnia you know

which just gives me more time

to lay awake next to you

and fall in love

Vikings
We are a terrible fucking breed.

Murder me

one
at
a
time.

I am so burnt out
Empty
Hurt
And just exhausted
Its so beautiful

In the world i created

you never left

but in reality

you had nowhere to go

as in creating my own

i destroyed yours

I need very a long vacation

…from myself.

Say these words aloud

“I am the problem”

listen

carefully

They have all told you before

“I am the problem”

Its so much harder to not care
As a human being