without you I’ve tried to breath
without you I’ve tried to drink
and all I can take in is nothing
i miss you, my terror
my angel
i miss having a reason to breath
a reason to drink
i miss you
and all I can compare it to
is like missing life
wash me away
with tears
with dish water
with an hour or so
ill not come back
this opera deserves no encore
ill bleed faintly in the distance
in the alleyways
and in the gutters
of our love
if in this world i didnt exist
would you still feel the emptiness
that i should have filled
or would you waltz
would you continue
to dance
as you have
since i left
a mountain to tame
amongst a valley
a field
can you look forward to love
when you canot see what lies
before
once again i leave myself broken hearted
once again i believed
once again
i just should be happy
to have existed
in my own shadow
what if i was just born a god of war
all is fair
convenient it seems
distant you are
ill just leave this here
and walk towards
convenience
i am laying on my keybord
you are lying on my text
happy
and there it is
laid out before me
a map with no north
and a heart
without a body
to beat
zebrasindenver 