zebrasindenver

chaos

bahahhahahaaaaa

there is always a greater evil

and name it

me

i can barely begin to understand

how difficult it needs to be

to be in love with either of us

break it once more

i fucking dare you

watch me shatter

do you think I’m pretty

?

i just cannot bleed anymore for you

i have run out of things to bleed

last night as i lay in bed

she threw a brick through my window

as i tried to recapture sleep

i was cut by the shards of glass

this morning in the clarity of day

i bricked up my window

if she cannot see me

she cannot aim

as the window boarded

as bricks versus bricks

i can sleep tranquil

i am defeated

by an enemy i never saw

in a battle i had no idea that i was in

this

this is loving you

why do you ask these questions

why can’t you be quiet and love me

for my answers

for the quiet

for my love

i sit here thinner

a skeleton

i lost my flesh to love

and my heart you ask

too big for this bone bag

can you feel it beat

as i cannot

so far away

in my chest