i have caused the death of a man
i have caused pain
i have instigated deteste
but the idea that i could be the cause of love
hurts more than
well it hurts more than love
i am honest
i am poison
i am love
and i am hate
i am
and the worst part of all
you are
torn muscles
wrapped around a steel frame
wrapped around a cold heart
that beats little
but when it beats
it beats for you
my nevada
my las vegas of love
you are a blond
a redhead
a brunette
you have grey hairs
your body is firm
it is soft
fit
cold
hard
mine
mine.
have you seen this man
at your feet
who would suffocate in your love
for just a chance
to stand proud next to you
and be your …
dollars counted
add up to nothing more
than and idea of time lost
and fun times to be spent
we all die with our wealth
id die poor
to be rich in your heart
you are so young
man
you are so angry
boy
you are so wild
child
and your lashings
tied to your old gods
of machismo and guilt
forgive my brother
forgive your own sins
a thin brown wine dealer
wants dinner
he wants love
she wants red wine
he wants cigarettes
a text at night
a vague wine altered memory at waking
of a passion
from the night before
of a past love
of wine
and cigarettes
red dress
wet fingers
mouth
full
black hair
an instant message
and an engagement
to be bad
within the realms of good
whilst in the house of god
what kind of Elision prostitute do you think i am
i cannot write on champagne
i need red wine
a lucky strike
and a whore in my bed
zebrasindenver 