zebrasindenver

When i thought that i was ready to love and be called upon again

i am just a weak peasant in the eyes of god

and this god judges by love

but i am not ready

i am not wanting the love of god

or more simply put

i am not ready for your love

i cannot return what is needed for your love

for you

and for me to be for you

wholly

i am selfish

and happy